Monday, December 24, 2018

A Collective of Authentic Minds

Looking back, I wonder when I began to lose my attachment to other people. What I mean by that is no longer caring too much what they thought about the way I see things. I may still be susceptible to getting too caught up in others, but if they don’t play the music I long to hear, this will not last very long. And the music originates from within.

Which brings us to the vagaries of putting our faith in liars. For those with eyes to see, all of our leaders at the top are liars and their ability to get people to believe those lies is why they are at their job.

People believe in those who tell them the lies they most want to hear. But in doing so, they take their mind from the outside world, herded either to the Left or the Right to the same slaughterhouse we are now being led.

These “beliefs” come from upbringing, childhood trauma and downright indoctrination both at home and at school. And then we learn to keep each other in line. When that indoctrination is fed to children at the expense of their inner knowing, they lose the ability to understand the meaning of their lives. Their life-lessons come and go without notice, while they are taught to regurgitate external drivel in one form or another.

As I’ve written before, one of the most disturbing things I’ve seen in America over past decade is the personality cults that have formed around presidents and celebrities. As a matter of fact, we have actually reached a point where celebrities become presidents (Trump) and presidents become celebrities (Obama).

Scripts are run using these bad actors to elicit the highest level of emotional response possible, reinforcing the fear program in the collective consciousness and dividing the country on lines of race and religion while politicizing such things as environmental degradation and mass immigration. There are no easy solutions, although those who caused the problems to begin with will tell us that they have the answers.

It also leaves those lost in the Left/Right performances with either a hole in their head or their heart. This is the real reason for Con-gress. They wish to create “a house divided” whose mind they can reshape in their image. It matters not which side you “choose.” They are both controlled by the same dark entities intended to keep you an incomplete person seeking completion by putting your faith in them.

For me, I think it was after I began questioning the literal existence of Christ the Savior when the previous hold of these liars began to leave me. Besides, any Savior worth his salt would warn the disciple against getting too caught up in him. The answers sought can only be found within. The Savior wants you to find what s/he has found. Anything else turns from one form of dependency to another.

But those like Trump and Obama are not Saviors. They are demons that want you caught up in their hubris and neuro-linguistic nonsense. As far as they are concerned, you are the human sacrifice in this story.

I have no idea how we are ever going to get ourselves out of this mess. I only know that it is impossible if we keep blindly following this endless parade of clowns.

Seek the “Saviors” that lead you back to yourself, not those who want you to bow down to them. And someday, we may realize that the Savior is us and the answers can only be found by bringing together a collective of authentic minds. We each have something unique to offer and it must be activated if we are to have any chance of survival as well as the ability to live in harmony with nature and one another.

In the meanwhile, it’s better to wait in the silence of not knowing than believing in the voices meant to lead us astray.




Wednesday, December 12, 2018

Incompetence Rules

A high school in my town has just had major renovations totaling in the tens of millions of dollars, all at taxpayer’s expense. The local city council has just agreed to give the contractor an additional one-third of tax-payers dollars beyond the original estimate in order to finish the project.

A message to contractors: Low-ball your bids in order to get the project. Then hold the town over a barrel knowing they will be stuck with an incomplete building if they don’t pay up. Placing an honest bid is for suckers unless they spend enough extra to buy off the politicians who have no problem with giving them more of “other people’s money.”

Of course, this situation has now become “Anytown USA.” The cops are revenue collectors shooting people in the back for non-compliance with those left alive knowing that if they do keep their freedom, it will be at a great expense to their own assets. They’ll either pillage and fine them until they’re broke or throw them in a cage under the control of yet another low-bid contractor using them as slave labor with the “American made” logo.

The clusterfuck known as Obamacare is the reason for millions getting up early every morning to toil under the yoke of their job, forced to follow a chain-of-command where the most incompetent and morally bankrupt worm their way to the top. It used to be that paying off your house relieved a great debt burden that could make it possible to retire. Now the cost of healthcare insurance often outpaces monthly house payments.

These poor wretches wait for the release of their own funds through Medicare with the age- qualifying number climbing under this Ponzi scheme doomed for failure at some point down the line. People will be working until they die so they can have healthcare insurance to keep them alive while the government takes from them everything they have by which time they have outlived their usefulness.

Of course, all of this is just following the incremental method of servitude. We’re not even taking such things as natural disasters, nuclear bombs and plant melt-downs as well as economic collapse into consideration. It’s not a pretty picture for those choosing not to live in a delusional dreamworld of some incompetent’s making.

Looks like France has had about enough of it. Other countries will follow. Of course, it will just be taken over by the incompetents again in order to give the revolutionaries a bad name.

Nowhere does incompetence hover over a person more than Trump. He represents the epitome of arrogance which continues to lead America to its downfall. But it stands to reason that Trump would be incompetent due to making one believe he is assisting one country when his true allegiance is given to another.

I wonder why he doesn’t just tell his Cabinet appointees the truth at the beginning so they will know what they’re dealing with?

Trump: “I bow to Israel; you bow to me.”

It would save him from many problems down the road if they understood this from the start and the high turnover rate would be a thing of the past.

Corruption and incompetence have much in common. That’s because they are both about doing the job wrong. When it reaches the level it has today where this behavior is actually being rewarded, you can pretty much guarantee that collapse and more expedient ways to enslave us will be soon to follow.


Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Silicon or Sand

My streak had ended and it was time to cash in my chips. It had been a good night but I knew that my luck had run out. While waiting in line to make my exchange, I heard a disturbance in front of me. Two security guards were dragging a guy behind a curtain and he did not like it.

As the line moved forward and I came closer to the cashier, I could see those who had just visited the cage were quickly escorted behind a curtain on their way out of the casino. I only caught a glimpse of the gambler in front of me prior to going behind the curtain but my fears were soon realized.

I was told that my chips were no longer of value and that I should take them with me as a gift from the casino. I was quickly led behind the curtain but the guard attending me soon went back for the next gambler. In that moment, I took my knife and cut a rent in the curtain to squeeze through and watch what was happening.

The rest of the gamblers now began to take notice and were heading to the cage in great numbers. Once they realized what was happening, they became disruptive. I looked behind them and saw a large contingent of men with guns that were there to usher them into the desert.

I went back through the curtain and walked outside into the desert heat. I had not known until then that I had unknowingly played their game all through the night.

Once outside on the sidewalk, the smell of burning plastic permeated the atmosphere. But it was not only this but the other ways in which the gamblers were dealing with their chips that I found most interesting.

A man threw his chips on the walkway with disgust. A woman was holding her chips as if she were caressing a child. Another man was laughing while throwing his chips in the air only to have them fall back down upon him. Most looked like they were somehow lost and continued holding their chips while not quite knowing what to do with them. I gave my chips to a woman who was building something out of them on the crosswalk. I didn’t know what she was trying to make.

I then saw an armored car pull up in front of the casino. They were carrying large and heavy bags into the building. One bag dropped and fell close enough for me to tell that it was gold that they were hauling. This was happening at the same time that the gamblers were still being led out of the casino holding their plastic chips.

After the cars had left and the people had come and gone from the casino, the next group drove up in black limousines and set up shop in front of the door. They were putting chips under the skin of the gamblers and allowing them back into the building. Later, I found out that they were given credit that no longer required paper or plastic to balance its accounts.

As for the rest of us, we had only the desert to turn to.

Sunday, October 21, 2018

A Conscious Choice

I find myself stuck in the anger phase of death as the Grim Reaper is now taking center stage here in a collapsing empire on a radioactive planet.

But our adversaries who worship death are destroying us using a more scientific approach. While those who see what is coming are jumping up and down trying to get people to understand what’s really happening, the scientist pokes and prods for weaknesses in the herd where they can more fully access their minds. It makes little difference what type of programming is chosen as it’s all controlled by the same entity. And at the end of it all is the devil himself.

The enemy has such a command of our minds that they can get half the mob to pretty much do anything they want while the other side is mesmerized by playing their role of controlled opposition. The problem is that they’re both unconscious to what they are really serving.

There are those who will serve as fodder for any war even if a creature with horns and a pitchfork was ordering them to attack. And there would be many that would continue to support them while calling themselves a religious name which depicts the exact opposite.

The other side are the fools that think government will take care of them. Government will pour dirt over them at their leisure as they have freely given up their ability to defend themselves against such tyranny and wish the same for the rest of us.

One side violates Natural Law by launching multiple preemptive attacks upon other countries while the other wishes to take away our ability to fight against those responsible when our day comes. Allowing your fear of being killed by shooters mostly under the influence of prescription drugs is an exceedingly small section compared to those who will suffer from the upcoming pogroms.

For the far Right (which has become the mainstream), their fear and destruction of the brown-skinned Muslim enemy has brought them to their borders in great numbers. But still they won’t admit the part that they played in it.

While their Controllers use fear to turn both sides against each other, their agenda of death and destruction now descends upon us all.

It has become blatantly obvious for many of us that, it’s not that they don’t know that they’ve been duped, it’s that they don’t want to know. How do you wake up someone who refuses to see that they are being fooled? Do not the results of these wars that have led to the loss of freedoms at home tell them this much?

Unfortunately, the only way to awaken those who have built up such a resistance to truth is more suffering.

For the rest of us who must also endure the consequences of the unconscious collective, frustration is a most difficult emotion to handle. But this is only an indicator that more progress must be made.

What we fear is the death of our body. The next question that must be asked is if you are your body or are you something else.

Here’s a thought: If your consciousness does not transcend the life of your body, of what value is it? Your body will suffer the same fate of the collective anyway.

In order for a conscious choice to be made, one must first be willing to admit that they are wrong. What concerns me the most is just how much suffering people are willing to endure before they will awaken and if anything can be done about it by the time they finally do.

As for those like myself who no longer wish to bury our heads in the sand, letting go of the fear and frustration is the only way to fly if we wish to reach the heights that we seek.




Wednesday, October 17, 2018

Fight to the Finish

Dead journalist killed for his integrity. Weapons sale continues so they can bring us our next 9/11.

Part of a plant with a patent now legal in 50 states. Everything else is Schedule 1 status to the feds. Epitomizes fascist politics with corporate collusion. President promises price transparency as subterfuge for real story. Nothing will change.

Drones the size of houseflies designed to burrow in our brains. Most won’t know the difference as 5G tosses them in the microwave.

Vaccination nation where your kids become pin cushions. Brain damage is no barrier to military pursuits.

Global eugenics program run by maker of this software.

Synthetic sexbots supplanting human flesh.

Everyone pissed off that their lives are shit. Animosity towards those still living above the poverty line on the rise.

All of this turning us into mindless beasts meant to kill each other off.

And the growing number that say, “Fuck you! I will not live this way!”


Sunday, October 14, 2018

Symphony of Hell

Only a criminal needs government. This is why governments eventually make criminals of us all.

As a matter of fact, at this stage of the game, if your completely corrupt government doesn’t see you as a threat, you are owned by them in both body and soul. Continuing to “go along to get along” when your particular brand of master is in power is what’s leading us over a cliff.

At this stage, the best that America can hope for is grid-lock. If the Democrats don’t take over Congress after the mid-term elections, the protests of the radicalized Left are liable to spiral out of control. Provocateurs can then be inserted at their leisure.

We are being set up for the excuse to declare Martial Law. This means that whatever’s left of our Constitution will be suspended. Then the most abject of slaves will have the legal orders to do with us what they wish. But looking on the bright side, the looters may kill us first, thereby allowing the illusion to remain intact until the bitter end. But I’m not so sure that we get to run from truth on the other side.

Isolating America from other countries also appears to be the objective of those in charge. Many countries are picking up the pace from their slow jog of dumping the dollar. Before long, it will be an outright sprint.

This is how it should be. It is my hope that other countries will be spared some misery if all of America’s resources must be used fighting against its own. Of course, it will also make us susceptible to outside invasion. Karma will be “putting on the hits” before this is over.

This symphony of hell must find its sound with the conductor managing the instruments being played with perfect timing. He waves his wand and mass immigration of those with blood in their eyes promises to add to the coming melee. He then gives his attention to the next section where another “Kristallnacht” is coming door-to-door. He motions to the front section and now there’s not enough food for a country to feed itself. On to the next section and hurricanes are flooding dilapidated nuclear facilities; a macabre form of Russian roulette where one detonated bullet could kill millions. But with the body count comes certain realizations as only slow deaths can be covered in lies.

The maestro now brings the music to its crescendo, a merging of disparate notes no longer in harmony and an affront to those with ears to hear. But the bombs being dropped drowns out the sound anyway. No need for a second take.

It is only through suffering that we awaken. We wait for those who finally reach the point where they can find no one else to blame but themselves. It is the same for all of us who seek the light of understanding.

Let the dross that are the rest be burned off as they could never be part of the solution anyway.

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Tell Me

Tell me
Can anyone tell me
Just where we are going
Aside from the grave?

Show me
Can anyone show me
For all of our killing
Are we not more enslaved?

We thought we chose the righteous path
In the 9/11 aftermath
But we never thought to hold our hand
Until we learned the lay of the land

You find yourself alone at last
With a bureaucratic psychopath
He's only doing what he's told
There's just no way to break the mold

The hopelessness we gave the rest
Now coming down our way
Because of what we’ve done so long
Karma will have its say

Freedom cannot come for one
Unless it comes for all
Divide and conquer strategies
Are leading to a fall

We better hope that Jesus saves
When it comes the time to free his slaves
I just don’t know what’s heaven-sent
For those whose sins they won’t admit

Tell me
Can anyone tell me
Just where we are going
Aside from the grave?

Show me
Can anyone show me
For all of our killing
Are we not more enslaved?

Thursday, September 20, 2018

No More Turning Away

Voting another’s rights away and wondering why you have none of your own.

One shot, two kills for pregnant Palestinian women.

AMA drug dealers blaming guns for the horrors committed rather than the Frankensteins of their own creation.

Cast into the sea of immigration where the waves batter away all reason resulting in extremes of unlimited access for those from bombed-out countries to other sinking ships with the iron fist of Sharia Law looming in the background.

Calamities with collapsing infrastructures while funds are diverted to feed the war machine setting us up to be irradiated by our own failing nuclear plants.

Weather modification technology being used in many of these “Acts of God.”

President of South Africa assuring the public that he won’t commit genocide against white people at this time.

Pied-piper pedophile priests leading their flock towards something even worse after the unraveling.

Israeli overlords pulling the strings of its American puppet who can only spout back the same rhetoric he was told to say.

Abortion of convenience staring into the dead eyes of a pregnant Palestinian woman.

Stealing from your neighbor and supporting the use of a government gun to do it.

Killing for pleasure.

Allowing your stage in life to be used as an excuse for laying down for it.

Teachers only knowing what they’ve been taught and yet not even following that but doing only what they’re told. This is what they really teach.

Whistle-blowers bought off or taken out for not agreeing to participate in their own destruction. Those on the payroll are the only ones we get to see.

Athletic entertainers punished for genuflecting inappropriately before their corporate logo.

Religion teaching us to fight over the nature of which god should rule us. Spoiler alert: The tyrant always wins.

Government mimics the predominant image.

Soldiers-turned-police recreating their trauma back home and dispensing war-zone justice for our viewing displeasure.

Voting for our masters.

Economic collapse coming. What good is being set up on the best street corner when everybody else has their hand out?

Monday, September 3, 2018

Dog Eat Dog

“Things are going according to plans,” said the subordinate. “We’re exposing the pedophile priests now just like you have ordered. But I still can’t understand why?”

“That’s because you don’t need to know,” said Adonis. “Now leave me—and continue your work.”

“Yes sir,” the subordinate said and left the room. Adonis shook his head angrily. He knew that he would soon have to replace this one also before the subordinate fully understood the part he had played in his own demise.

Adonis heard the familiar knock on the back door of his office. He went and opened the door himself as he had given the wait-staff the night off.

“Adonis, how good to see you,” said the Gray Man with a wry smile. The tall and slim man before him wore only dark colors.

“How are you, my friend,” Adonis said nervously. “Would you care for a drink?”

The Gray Man graciously accepted.

After the formalities had been satisfied, the Gray Man asked, “What progress has been made since I last met with you?”

“Under the guise of trade wars, the dollar will continue its slow disintegration,” said Adonis. “We now merely await the accelerant that will be used to bring about economic collapse. Any idea when this will occur?”

The Gray Man looked at him sternly and said, “We’ll let you know.”

Adonis was reminded of his recent conversation with his subordinate.

“I see the pedophile priest leak is getting larger,” said the Gray Man reverting back to a more jovial mood.

“Yes, we will continue to drive the cattle away from the other religions only to end up embracing our own,” said Adonis proudly. He always started to feel better when discussing the common enemy.

The Gray Man congratulated him on his success.

“On the other hand, you need to plug that “Lolita Express” leak or we won’t have enough lackeys left to front for us,” said the Gray Man. “As you know, we are not yet ready to bring all of this out into the open.”

“The truth will not be revealed by the mainstream media until we allow it,” said Adonis. “And as you know, if it’s not fed to them on their favorite television channel or newspaper, the useless eaters won’t believe it.”

The Gray Man laughed knowing that this was true.

“Make sure you keep it as a limited hangout to remove only those we want exposed at this time,” he said. “This thing could get away from us quickly if we don’t stay on top of it.”

“Our gatekeepers in the newsrooms will make sure nothing is put out there without our permission,” said Adonis.

“Good.”

The Gray Man could see that Adonis had something else on his mind and asked him about it.

“I can’t help but get the impression that the final phase of our endgame is at hand,” Adonis said. I’m glad for this as it has been my life’s work. But I still haven’t heard from anyone above you and I don’t even know your last name. I would like to know what will become of me and my family after the collapse occurs.”

“You will all be taken care of for a job well done,” said the Gray Man.

“But how will this unfold?” asked Adonis anxiously. “If it goes nuclear, I have no shelter and have yet to receive an invitation from anyone…”

“No need to worry,” the Gray Man interrupted arising from the chair. “Now I must be off to my next appointment,” he said while glancing at his watch.

“Keep up the good work, my friend,” the Gray Man said to Adonis shaking his hand.

After he had left, Adonis fixed himself another drink and wondered whether he had made the right choice all those years ago for the fame and fortune he had acquired since that time.

Upon reaching his car, the Gray Man called his boss to let him know what had transpired.

Finishing the call, he knew that he would soon have to replace this one also before Adonis fully understood the part he had played in his own demise.

Monday, August 27, 2018

Hell is for Heroes

Songbird McCain
Has sullied the name
Of all who’ve gone to war

The original “Top Gun”
An Admiral’s son
He was just having fun—

When he killed 134

Destined for great things
The stories remain
Behind the invisible wall

But for those in the know
The ones running the show
McCain was their attack dog

He was Israel’s stooge
Who brought a deluge
Of lies to start more wars

While playing both ends
He brought terrorists in
To keep the narrative formed

A hero for hell
And now the bell
Has made its toll for thee

But let it be said
May you meet with the dead
You took from their families

So remember McCain
In the time that remains
Of a life both good and bad

Thank the stars and the sky
That your soul hasn’t died
Inside a prison camp

Saturday, August 18, 2018

The Valley of the Trolls

Lately, I’ve been commenting on some on-line boards for a couple of reasons. One is that I think many commenters are beginning to realize just how dire our circumstances have become and wish to discuss what to do about it. The other is that I’m starved for intelligent conversation.

I understand that all of these boards are honeypots for self-incrimination to the State, but I no longer care. I understand that freedom isn’t free as well as what awaits me if we lose this war for humanity.

But primarily, I seek the truth. I don’t do the research I once did but use the patterns of previous behavior as a reference point to where the information wants to take me. I see research as learning the fundamentals. But something awaits beyond the assimilation of facts. It is this path of the imagination that can lead us out of this quagmire to a better way.

Amidst those who seek the same that I do lies the Valley of the Trolls. I’ve noticed that many of them often cite obscure references as to why they disagree with you, as if they’ve been taught this information at school as a form of rote memorization. I’m learning to determine more quickly these machine-mind bums who not only have nothing to offer the conversation, but are paid to disrupt the flow towards anything that has meaning.

At least those passionate about being on the Left and the Right believe the bullshit, but the trolls only believe what they are paid to believe. They see their victims as impediments to their profits rather than actually offering something of substance.

I once knew someone who would always want to debate the opposite of what I believed to be true. Even then, I knew that he was losing himself and the day would come when he too would only believe what his paymasters wanted no matter what job he held.

I have never met someone who would admit that he or she is a troll in person. This is because they are cowards that don’t have the guts to back their play. They stand for nothing because they don’t even believe their own words.

Personally, I see trolls as little more than modern-day lepers. They hide themselves from the light of day while lashing out at others in the darkness of their self-hatred that comes with the selling of their souls.

Since snitches who seek to stifle free expression of others can never be trusted even by their masters, they will be eliminated by both sides once they are exposed by those in their employ.

Sleep well, you sellout bastards!

Friday, August 10, 2018

The God of Unconditional Love

Being a middle-aged Steppenwolf by nature and speaking generally, I have no great love for humanity. I’m probably closer to being an adherent of Sartre’s adage, “Hell is other people.”

I don’t go out into the public sector as much as I once did but the times that I do does little to change my outlook. People are becoming more erratic from their driving habits to their impatience in standing in line at the post office. They move as if they have a whip on their backs and have little tolerance for those who are in their way. And as the noose tightens it will continue to get worse.

But just about the time I feel like giving up on them completely, something happens showing me that would be a mistake.

Have you ever noticed that when you first walk into certain grocery stores that they have small doors that carts going in both directions can hardly make it through and afterwards you’re usually guided inside to narrow walkways with displays that further clog up the lines?

As I was already pissed off for being herded in this particular manner, I felt someone behind me. I don’t like this as it is against my nature as well as my conditioning of not trusting others. Making a society into a high-tech prison camp doesn’t exactly bring out the best in people.

I pulled myself and my cart to the side waiting to give my enemy a dirty look when I was met by the gaze of a man with both a kindness and a depth to that kindness in his eyes that I have rarely, if ever, seen before. In that moment, I felt ashamed of myself for my behavior.

The story of Christ being crucified along with the two thieves comes to mind. The only guilt that the thief on the left-hand side of Christ felt was for getting caught. He mocked the spirit that could have saved him even then because it had already been lost unto himself.

But the thief on the right side of Christ felt the depth and breadth of love in the Savior’s eyes and it broke the hardness of his heart. From this came the natural repentance and the healing of the mind from within that followed even though the life of the body was coming to an end.

In this way does the God of unconditional love convict the hearts and minds of his own.

But for the mind-slaves and criminals at heart, they will always need someone to rule them through coercion. They no longer have any guilt for the harm they do to others, including those who think they can get away with it because it’s “legal.”

Personally, I don’t care about your politics, religion, skin color, where you are from, level of intelligence or anything else that the system tells me to love or hate about you.

I care only about which side of the cross you’re on.

Saturday, August 4, 2018

The Edge of Darkness

Vampires biting their victims turning them into vampires. But for reasons unknown, some of them don’t turn into vampires in spite of it all. To learn why would be a good use of time and effort as a way of combating this epidemic. For now (and probably forever), we can only call it Grace.

Although this particular form of trauma was not inflicted upon me personally, I know of the horrific results to families for generations to come. Even if the behavior is not replicated, the destructive after-effects of just being in its proximity can lead to such things as problems with trust, intimacy, and an unbalanced libido. Religious zealots, drug addicts, prostitutes and the growing number suffering from sexual ambiguity are often lost to these extremes as a result of the vampire’s bite.

So are the power mongers. I assume that most of these types do indeed replicate the behavior. Politicians come to mind. Also, we know that these practices are used upon the children of the elite and the celebrities if they wish to reach a certain level on this hellish inverted pyramid
scheme.

As with ancient Rome, this behavior is a good indicator of a collapsing empire as pedophilia is a form of spiritual suicide, a way of assuring destruction of any moral restraints that keep civilization from degenerating into barbarism. Once a people allow this violation of innocence on a grand scale, what else is left besides death and destruction? The soul has already been destroyed.

Everything seems to be going from bad to worse here in this collapsing empire and it is difficult to know where to put our priorities. But our continued failure to protect our children from these sexual predators will invariably lead us to the next Dark Ages with the pedophiles running the show only until the cannibals can take over.




Thursday, July 26, 2018

Body and Spirit

Contrary to popular belief, faith in the body is not what is important. What is important is faith in spirit.

When putting faith in the body is more important than putting faith in spirit strange things will result.

It is the body being worshipped in our religions and not the spirit. And yet the stories told are about transcendence of the body to the spirit. Still these religions would rather create images of a body long gone rather than seek the spirit inside that remains.

They say that without the body there could be no spirit. I say that although we need both to incarnate, one is meant to progress while the other recedes.

The first part of our lives is meant to build up the body and our belief in it. The second part of our lives is to understand that the body is transient and the spirit is eternal. And we just wasted half our lives believing the opposite!

See why the body hates being wrong and will not admit to it? But the spirit takes its lessons to heart in order to grow.

The body is quick to fight against another but the spirit is slow to anger.

The body brags of its strengths but the spirit remains silent as it understands its weaknesses.

The body is fertilized by the earth but the spirit goes back to where it came from until its essence is finally revealed.

There is no body.





Thursday, July 19, 2018

In Name Only

Our Overlords have now reached a point in the game where they are toying with us as a well-fed cat would a mouse.

I must commend them as to how they have the bases covered. But while all of our institutions have been corrupted at their core, none has accomplished more division and conflict than their system of religion.

It’s like having control of countless hearts and minds with the range of a piano. From the “Prince of Peace” to the god of “Kill them or I’ll kill you,” there is nothing that the brainwashed mind can’t be duped into committing including our endless wars of aggression based upon known lies now admitted to by the perpetrators. And still they support the occupation of these countries.

This type of religious mind-control is what government takes its lessons from as the “War is peace” mentality is already baked into the cake. But in order to cope with such contradictory and dualistic concepts of god(s), it creates a splintered mind, lost and fragmented enough into committing some of the greatest atrocities in history.

This is not Christianity; it is the very minds that crucified the Christ consciousness back then also. They cheered as the soldiers drove the nails into his hands. How do I know this? Because they’re doing it again.

But to the compartmentalized fragmented mind, the dirty little things they do can always be justified by the behavior of the Yahweh character in the Old Testament. It is these teachings and their adherence to them by its followers that continues to set the world on fire to this day.

Duped into blindly serving this same depraved mentality now fully on display through the behavior of their earthly masters, there is no act so heinous to be off-limits in dealing with those not of their faith. After all, they are less than animals in their god’s eyes.

But now the beast of their own creation turns to look back upon them with its fangs still dripping with the blood of the innocent elsewhere. They begin to see that the trap has also been laid out for them in the final act. They will soon be dealing with the most efficient and effective killers on earth, trained specialists in kicking in doors and killing people; the lucky ones being killed outright with the torturer’s technology waiting in the wings for the survivors.

Again, these fine Christians had no problem with any of this when it was done to the “enemy” over there nor do they care when it’s done to other groups within America that are not their own.

It is not just the level of brutality committed that makes it all so horrific but how little it takes to convince these warmongers calling themselves Christians to justify killing others. But when a nation is constantly at war coupled with the escapism and hard-heartedness of celebrity worship and crass commercialism, life becomes cheap.

Due to their continued support of creating this sort of environment for others, it is the Conservative Christian that will be used as yet another scapegoat to be brutalized somewhere down the line. And the irony is that they too will be sacrificed on the altar of the very god they have so blindly served.




Friday, July 13, 2018

She

She is the kind of genie that will obey your every command. She will reveal the matrix to such a degree that it will blow your mind. But she is something of great complexity who can whisk you away from truth as quickly as she can show it.

As with all psychedelics, she has everything to do with intention. If you wish to see reality, she will grant that wish. But she will give you the same if you wish to escape it.

She has been a teaching plant for thousands of years. Great minds have partaken of her fruits and added to our advancements in body, mind and spirit.

But she is no cure for stupid nor will she always provide the motivation to act upon the lessons she has taught. She will only take you where you want to go but we don’t always know the degree of her seductive influence upon us.

If it is true that we fell from grace due to eating of the Tree of Knowledge, then we pay for the sins of those who came before us. As I see it, we might as well take a bite of the apple ourselves. Let the punishment fit the crime.

She has something to teach and something to take. But do not hold this against her. It makes her no different than the rest of us.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCkCUuILlEM

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

The Long Way Home

Conform…Rebel…Conform…Rebel!

As with all the rest coming into this amazing world under the control of malevolent forces, I was marched into their systems of control at a young age.

My religious upbringing came during the times in which fear of eternal damnation was the biggest marketing tool. The seductive servitude of the “You’re okay/I’m okay” New Age Movement had yet to appear as a replacement. For me, it was the “born sinner” mantra.

Looking back, I realize the irony of how children are closer to the light than their parents who often coerce and abuse them in the name of their god. Instead of teaching them self-sufficiency, they are taught to be compliant slaves who are threatened with punishment for even questioning the status quo.

They break us down when we are young and those they don’t destroy are twisted into something like them, although they may appear to be otherwise. The traumatized mind has a tendency to go to extremes. It causes us to either conform or rebel against the control grid.

After a series of experiences and events, I chose to rebel against the conditioning of my childhood. This was my “Rebel Without a Cause” lost decade of folly and excess. I did much harm to myself as well as others during this time.

Although painful, these lessons of cause and effect were presented to me in such a way that they eventually brought me back into their system of conformity. This is what I will call my “Big Brain” era in which I increased my level of education.

At the end of this time, I was given a job utilizing my education. I soon discovered that my co-workers were spying on me during the workday. The boss admitted to authorizing it later on.

In that moment, I realized that if I were ever to be “trusted” on the job by my co-workers, then I would have to eventually become a snitch just like they were. I soon left both the job and the career.

Which brings me back to being a rebel once more. But this time it’s different. This time I am a rebel with a cause.

So where are you, dear reader? Are you a conformist of some group? And I don’t care what group it is, if it shapes policy, then it has been compromised. And that means so have you.

When the world is ruled by evil, the conformist becomes the devil’s own. It’s time for us all to rebel but for the right reasons.

What are those reasons? That’s something you have to figure out for yourself.

For the conformist, that is the ultimate sin.

Monday, June 11, 2018

Lost

The truth of the matter is that I am lost. And to take it one step further, I don’t know how lost I am. But I am not so lost that I can’t see that almost everyone else is lost also. As a matter of fact, those that are the most lost are bossing the rest of us around and leading us over a cliff. That’s because they can’t see that they too are lost.

But here’s the thing. If you can see that you are lost then you will also see that our leaders are lost even more than you. Their false bravado is a good indicator of this.

And of all the countries on earth, it looks to me that America is the most lost of all.

The American people have been put through the most sophisticated mind-control techniques in history. If the tyrants of the past had access to this technology, we would have been pretty much wiped out a long time ago.

The American people have become so lost that they still can’t see their most dangerous enemy; the enemy within. They are lost because the enemy within is also unwilling to admit that they are lost. They would have to admit that they don’t know how to live without fucking over somebody else and told to feel good about it. That’s the system the slaves calling themselves free are now serving and more continue to find themselves on the short end of the stick each day.

They support the bully stealing the lunch money from other kids on the playground. Other bullies don’t mind because they think what matters about being human has something to do with skin color or religion or nationality or something else that is either arbitrary or second-hand information used to keep the chains around their minds.

Our masters keep us divided against each other, with the enforcers taking the hindmost. Their job is to keep the herd quiet, so the slave masters can eat their dinner in peace.

Could the bank robber ever hope to inflict the damage wrought upon this country by the banker? And yet the robber is reviled while the banker is praised.

And this vile worship of celebrity. Everything from the grovelers of the royal family to electing celebrity presidents, the American people have gone gaga over people that we are continuing to discover are sell-outs of the lowest order, consciously giving their souls to Satan in exchange for fame and fortune. Many are MK Ultra zombies one trigger phrase away from drastically altering public opinion in the direction of their masters’ desires. Did someone whisper something in your ear, Roseanne?

And this is what the American people follow? Idolaters!

Of course, this is the path of the lost: Blindly following the leadership of those living their lives from the outside in. Once the false second-hand beliefs are established through everything from peer-pressure to coercion, the lost must follow someone they believe knows where they are going in order to feel that they have any sort of a future. But they really don’t as their leaders are also following the orders of others who have no loyalty to them either.

The way out is to admit that we are lost and to be willing to live with that for awhile--until we start to see the way out.

Of course, we can’t see the way out right now and that’s the way it should be. There is a faith in following something in which you don’t know how it’s going to turn out but you know that you are going in the right direction. It is following the creativity that can only be found in the moment. And from those discoveries will come others.

I take it back, there is one more thing that we must admit besides being lost. We must admit that all of our Saviors are imposters, at least in the way we use them. True Saviors lead you back to yourself not try to rule you.

So, don’t be afraid to admit that you are lost. Wait and see what happens when you lay down your second-hand beliefs and open your mind to the possibilities. That is our birthright, not being subject to the whims of psychopaths.






Sunday, June 10, 2018

Evil Ways

It’s about time that we finally have a president that will confront the true enemy. This is an enemy that all other presidents have failed to address as they remain more committed to the agenda of this country even at the expense of their own. This country now completely controls our foreign policy as well the media that distorts this reality and the entertainment industry that spreads its fantasy wrapped in predictive programming keeping us ensnared in their full-spectrum dominance over our minds.

President Trump has now ripped off the mask of this enemy of humanity. It is a country banking on its eternal victim status to justify running their apartheid state right in front of us.

This is so inspiring to now have a president that will turn and face the enemy that is destroying the planet! And that enemy is Canada.

We all know the part they played in 9/11. We know that their clandestine agencies are masters of deception as well as controlled-demolition. We know that there was a Canadian behind every rock on that fateful day from the owners of the out-of-date demolished buildings who later received billions in insurance payoffs, to the “Dancing Canadians” who had their cameras set up in the proper location prior to impact. We also know that the RCMP was part of this as is typical of their diabolical ways.

Yes, it all comes to light now that Canada has created opposition against Trump’s tariffs. After all, Trump knows how important aluminum and steel were in the last world war also.

It’s time we call attention to this horrific country of oppression. It is unconscionable that regular Canadians would displace French-Canadians from their homes and force them into our country so they can get a free ride. Americans will tolerate this behavior no longer.

We must stand against the oppression directed towards these illegal immigrants to the North. Yes, although we understand their circumstances, we must also protect our borders from these hordes of impoverished people.

It is America’s duty to launch a pre-emptive strike upon Canada if they fail to accept our terms which will continue to increase upon each concession. It would be in the best interests of all to bring both French Canadians and regular Canadians together while teaching them to behave appropriately. In other words, let’s keep them all over there as we bleed them dry of their resources rather than the other way around.

After Trump’s meeting today with the leader of North Korea, I must assume that Canada will fall into line from here on out.

You’ve been put on notice Canada. The American people are sick of your oppression of innocent victims and we will further destabilize your country like all the rest if you don’t change your evil ways.

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Separating from the Herd

As with many, never would I have guessed what small part I would play in this strange life that continues to unfold before us. I have become an agitator; a role that is mostly despised by all. Gee, I can’t understand why I don’t have any friends?

My mentality creates a sort of divide. That is because I will not acknowledge one side to be right and another that is wrong. That is because, in my mind, they are both wrong.

If you consider yourself to be either a Conservative or a Liberal here in America, I consider you to be insane. The problem is that you are not completely insane and that is what keeps you coming back for more as the other half of the mob has a corner on the market on crazy just like you.

An example to this is the gun control issue. The Left thinks that taking our best weapons from us to fight against government tyranny will save them from kids killing each other. Good luck with that.

You can take implements of destruction away all you like, but until you change the minds that put them to use they’ll always find some way to commit murder.

Of course, there are two ways to change a mind. One is to encourage people to see things for themselves. The other is through trauma and manipulation. Which type of training do you think both students and those in uniform are getting?

In a collapsing empire, we are all caught between a rock and a hard place. One must operate under the assumption that those in government and the people they rule are both crazy; otherwise, how did we get here? But it is those who call themselves government that are the most dangerous because they are the best trained and have the most weapons. And most appear to be no better or worse than the orders they are given.

In this systemic cesspool ruled by Satanic psychopaths and their mindless minions, you want me to give up my best ability to defend myself from them? I don’t care if I have a chance in hell or not from surviving this scenario, I have a right under Natural Law to defend myself against those who would aggress upon me and so does anyone else. We cannot have a better world when it is being run by predators. The best we can do is have the means put them down.

As for those on the Right, I notice Oliver North has been appointed President of the NRA. You remember Ollie, don’t you? He was the front-man who fell on his sword for Reagan. Unfortunately, he somehow survived to reprise his role as a government stooge now infiltrating the NRA.

Oliver North was found to be part of an illicit weapons for drugs scheme between the “freedom fighters” in Nicaragua and the CIA. This operation was discovered to be bringing cocaine into the poor black neighborhoods in L.A. All this was done under the cover of darkness as Congress had already told the Reagan Administration not to meddle in this country’s affairs.

Oliver North, an illegal drugs and weapons dealer who further betrayed his country by putting the will of the president above our constitutional protections is now front man for the NRA. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. What a bunch of suckers.

I can go on but what’s the point. Half the mob will continue to blame the other for their own stupidity.

But as I said before, each side is only half crazy. As I see it, the Right and Left in America embody the struggle between the masculine and the feminine in which the one attempts to rule the other. They still don’t realize that they need what the other has; all they see is what’s wrong with them.

We need the compassion and empathy of the feminine to work in harmony with the protector and defender of the masculine. We need reason over reactive emotion and conscious heart-centered emotion over cold logic. We need the balance of both, not one trying to destroy the other. In doing so, we only destroy ourselves.

When this is finally discovered, we will see that there is no need for exclusionary groups of any kind. All we will have is individuals connected to and following the same Source.

If this does not exist, then all is for naught. The best we can hope for is what we have now, one group ruling over the others by force.

We know the way. Now we must choose to walk it whether the group likes it or not.


Saturday, May 5, 2018

The God of Conditional Love

I am of the opinion that the second biggest trick that the devil ever pulled after the first one failed was to get us to believe in a god of conditional love.

This spirit permeates our society like a dense fog descending upon us all. It clouds our judgment by overwhelming our senses and creates a collective emotional volatility as the broken record of fear-mongering in the background keeps putting out the hits.

As the character of the hybrid celebrity/president continues to be unveiled in all its glory, I must assume that the air is coming out of the balloon of his previous supporters; at least I hope so. The last one was a benevolent 4-year-dictator next to this one. Obama was the setup man—Trump is the closer. If he can keep from being run out of office by his own constituency he will only wreak more havoc down the line.

A god of conditional love doesn’t have to admit he is wrong. A god like this can do what he wants to people for any reason. Now this megalomaniac is being worshipped and his behavior never questioned. The end result of the god of conditional love is clearly made manifest in this man.

Racism is at the heart of the god of conditional love program. It is one herd animal seeing another herd animal as either “good” or “bad” often based upon the biblical interpretation of this same god. The individual is not what is important nor is even their behavior when it comes right down to it. If they are not “The Chosen” or their minions they are of no consequence.

Many would argue that without believing in the punishment of a god of conditional love, people would be free to commit all sorts of evils. But I ask you, how would that be any different than it is now?

Here’s another way to look at it: You begin to see through the lies you have been taught since you were a small child. You begin to question everything around you. You begin to research what you have been taught outside of the book you were told to believe without question. You begin to find glaring inconsistencies. You begin to see that you are being lied to for particular reasons. These reasons keep you tied to believing that someone else can run your life better than you can.

You slowly begin to disassociate your mental captivity from parts of their control grid. You use their information technology to discover new holes in their stories from healthcare to education to why we are really at war.

You begin to develop a type of code to follow although no one tells you to do so and if they did you would not follow it. You wish to live in a certain way not because of fear of punishment but, as the fog clears from your mind, you begin to see the road ahead of you and that progress can only be made by giving things up starting with the belief that anyone external of you has the right to rule you. This comes with the understanding that the same applies to you.

It’s a matter of replacing second-hand beliefs with genuine understanding through your own life experiences.

When we fully realize that there is no one there to judge us and that our suffering is not punishment but is only there to awaken us, we will understand the true nature of a Creator’s love: Through suffering we are being called back to fully experience the invaluable gift of conscious co-creation. Learning to live from the inside-out will result in our outer world being much more to our liking.

When second-hand beliefs disappear, all that is left is the truth.





Wednesday, April 11, 2018

In Search of the Authentic Mind

Due to our conditioning by a slave system in which most don’t see themselves as slaves, the average person has no idea how they are being used by the ruling class. They fail to realize that their minds are being directed in a way that is not in their best interests.

The only way in which this could ever change is to begin questioning the programming. In other words, we need to investigate what we have been taught and decide for ourselves whether or not it is true. Above all, we must be willing to admit when we are wrong.

At this stage, I wonder if those still asleep will ever be able to admit to this as the repercussions of our horrific behavior now makes it obvious that we are following the wrong path and the wrong people.

The Syria 2.0 storyline is a perfect example. Now we have a different president selling the same lies as the last one in order to further destabilize a country on behalf of their Israeli overlords. This story is ludicrous and only the most gullible would fall for it.

Our troops are now being sent to our southern border in America. But somehow, I’m not feeling any safer. I wonder if they will already be in place once the next staged attack occurs?

So, who do we think will be sent to take our guns after they put their “Continuity of Government” plans into effect? Sadly, most gun owners do not want to face reality but they will be forced to do so before this is over. Then again, the same can be said of those who think they will be safer if they take the guns away from the people and leave them only in the hands of the order-followers. I’m not sure those on the Left or the Right quite understand the sort of world they are being pushed into.

When we live on a planet where the average person has no true sense of purpose, the collective picture cannot easily be seen. We remain lost as a society because MOST CHOOSE TO REMAIN LOST IN LIES.

Not much I can do about that. Free will.

But for those who overcome the programming, what they have to offer the rest of us is the only thing of lasting value. It is their unique perspective that I seek as this is one of the ways in which I continue to grow. I can’t remember all those responsible and it can come from something as innocuous as an anonymous comment on another board. It doesn’t matter. Those with an authentic mind reveal to me something from which I can build upon in my journey towards a life of meaning.

In a manner of speaking, each individual who has found their own mind is another piece of the puzzle that assists in the enlightenment of us all. But there are too many missing pieces for the collective vision of a better future to prevail at this time.

For the individuals who have given up trying to fit in with any group and endured the isolation that follows, thank you for giving me hope in times of difficulty and inspiring me to continue at something few will ever see let alone understand or appreciate.

Each individual who thinks for themselves leads to the expansion of vision for us all. Whether the picture will ever be clear enough for the collective consciousness to understand and thereby create a better future I cannot say. But for those who seek the truth at all costs, I don’t think our consciousness ends with our lives. I think it then becomes freed from the constraints of a world in which we have never belonged.

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

The Chain

There is an invisible chain that runs through these systems of control, empowered by us. It starts in the schools, this conditioning to blindly follow the teachers. Early on, it’s necessary because kids haven’t the experience or brain power to survive on their own. But if education isn’t about teaching self-reliance then it means that children are being trained to be herd animals.

The true objective of education is to have the student reach the point where they don’t need a teacher anymore because they’ve found the inner one. Whether it be the church, grad school, or entering “the real world” (a system in which stealing is legal for the few), all good things must come to an end and, at some point, one needs to start thinking for themselves.

The chain is strong at the jobsite. Each employee must put the ring around their necks in exchange for currency. They have been conditioned to feel bad when they are being dragged by the one in front of them but feel good about pulling the ones behind them. The dream of moving up the chain keeps them going. That and trying to keep from starving to death.

The chain doesn’t care if you can keep up with that long gray line or not. Dropping out of the chain is a minor inconvenience at best. There is always another “human resource” to take your place.

The chain creates monsters out of men. They become disfigured by it but in a way that we can’t always see on the outside as it is made from the same thought-stuff as what they are tied to. Due to the pulling of the chain by their boss, they come home and yank the chain on their family.

The chain pulls down women also with this mindless competition with men rather than sharing the gifts that their gender encompasses. Dreams of the fountain of youth remains sought by those whose beauty never went beyond skin deep.

The chain is in place for those abusing drugs and alcohol. Most of these are the victims of not being able to handle the pull of the chain anymore. But instead of being thankful for their freedom, they lose themselves in their dreams of being much higher up the chain than they will ever be. They are the failures of not keeping up with the chain and they feel bad about it.

The chain runs deep and long in religion. Their fear-based gods drag so many down as they re-shape their followers into those who initially seek aggression for resolution of their problems with others. When these types reach the top of the chain, only more murder and mayhem will follow.

The chain is the cornerstone of government; it could not exist without it. The compartmentalization of the links of the chain are put into place to limit the vision as to where the chain is taking us. Those who embrace the final destination will try to kill off those who are repulsed by it.

The chain of the military now threatens to wrap itself around the neck of the people of their own country. This will occur because the people supported the military for wrapping the chain around the neck of other countries. This is the fate of all collapsing empires at some point yet those living in the empire never see it until it’s too late.

Because the chain is invisible and can only be found in the conditioned mind, it can be difficult to know when one actually becomes free of it. Our reactions to the madness going on around us results in attaching ourselves back to the chain. Freedom from the chain can only come from freedom from reaction (conditioned-response) to their depraved stimulus.

But as the chain leads us to the edge of the cliff, the sights in the distance also becomes clearer. No group can break the chain; each link must be broken by the individual.

The chains of our oppressors are not from the other peasants in other countries. The chains of our oppressors are coming from those sending us to war and robbing us of our liberty. Until we face the truth of this, we will continue wearing the chains of servitude whether we be a prisoner or a guard. In the end, that is where the chain leads—and then to the eradication of both.

What can be found on the other side once the chain has been broken? The vision of true freedom will arrive. No more chains to stand in the way of reality.

The chain is a psychic fabrication held up by group-think, low-level consciousness which creates the environment we now find ourselves in.

The chain is broken by connecting to the mind that first led us to seeing that we are a part of it.

Keep following that.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

Drone Killers

Drone killers
Looks like they’re all here to stay
Drone killers
Like that fly won’t buzz away

Drone killers
Now it’s time to dust the crops
Drone killers
They’re immune to all that slop

Drone killers
Mosques and hospitals will pay
Drone killers
For hiding terrorists away

Drone killers
Now they’re coming to your schools
Drone killers
Either organic or a tool

Drone killers
Whether wo/man or machine
Drone killers
Whatever happened to your dreams

Drone killers
You will now soon be replaced
Drone killers
That fine precision they won’t waste

Drone killers
A.I.’s coming after you
Drone killers
Human mistake will never do

Drone killers
Pure perfection all the way
Drone killers
“Can robot come out and play?”

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

Black and White

“And the search you half remember
Setting out on from the start
Is burning like an ember in your heart.”

I was awakened by a familiar fragrance in the air. A tall and slender man was sitting in a chair at the foot of my bed smoking a joint. I should’ve been startled but was not as his face was somehow familiar.

He merely smiled at me and pulled the fedora further over his head. “Pardon my barging in on you like this,” he said. “But it was time.”

“I’ve seen you before,” I said.

He ignored my comment saying, “You’re letting your emotions get the better of you.”

I knew what he was talking about and for some reason did not feel uncomfortable discussing the matter with him.

“How can I not?” I said. “We’re living in a fucking nuthouse where the inmates run the asylum. This administration tells us that there is no proof of Assad using Sarin gas on his own people one minute and promptly drops bombs on Syria the next. We don’t even get motives from the media for the endless parade of spree killers anymore. They just tell us what they did and what rights must be taken away in order to protect us. This has become a full-scale cognitive-dissonance program for the masses while the few that can see through it are slowly being driven insane.”

“This is true,” said the man with a laugh. “But that’s only because you’re stuck at the level of your own unconscious making.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“The enemy wants you to respond with anger towards them as what they are doing is designed to either burn you out or get you to behave in ways that justify their intervention.”

“That makes sense,” I said. But my biggest problem is not understanding why people can’t see through this ruse. They continue to support bad things while thinking they are doing good.”

“And it looks like it’s only going to get worse,” the man said. “This isn’t the first collapsing empire that I’ve seen.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

He shook his head. “Let’s get back to the subject,” he said. “Why do you think the masses are not waking up?”

“I really don’t know,” I said. “It’s so obvious that their leaders have become their rulers.”

“It’s because they don’t want to know the truth,” he said. “Think about your life before you woke up. You did everything you could to justify your beliefs and behavior.”

“I understand that,” I said. “But there is so much more that must be ignored these days in order to maintain their illusions! Their president is a lying, murdering, sexual predator and many of these so-called “Christians” still support him.

“Yes,” said the man. “When given a choice between psychopaths, misery will follow no matter which one is chosen. As it is with everyone, we begin to take on the nature of what we serve. And what many are turning into is the exact opposite of the Christ consciousness. Religions based upon fear turn gods into monsters. Again, this is by design.”

“It appears hopeless to me at this point,” I said. “America is going to collapse upon its own apathy and corruption, and I’m pissed off that I am forced to be part of all this!” I screamed. “Our heart-centers will die from the kill-or-be killed environment we are now being forced into.”

“It’s dying in you anyway due to your anger and frustration towards those who remain lost,” said the man.

“That’s right,” I said quietly.

“I’m not going to tell you that you’re wasting your time at this point trying to wake people up. You know as well as I that this is true for the most part. What I am going to tell you is that you cannot allow the madness that surrounds you to take you down with it.”

“And at this stage, you need to look at your options,” he continued. “You could always get the hell out of Dodge.”

“No,” I said.

“Is it because of the guilt?”

Again, I knew what he meant. So many of those waking up have trouble letting go of their past.

“Maybe,” I said. “But it’s more than that. I am part of this mess that has been made. I have to help clean it up. For me and for those who came before me; as well as those who come after.”

“Then let it all go,” the man said. “Only more suffering can awaken them; and maybe not even that. And suffering is what they are going to get.”

“For your part,” he continued, “It’s time for you to begin distancing yourself from it all. One way to do that is to stop trying to stay up with current events. Let the important things come through as they will without effort on your part. But lay aside the continuing soap operas such as the “Russian conspiracy” as these will invariably lead to nowhere. These scripts are put in place to keep you upset as well as provide cover for bigger events they are orchestrating such as the encroachment upon North Korea done under cover of the Olympics.

“Just take a step back from it all,” he continued. “Look for the deeper meaning behind what is happening within and around you. Much can be learned at this time when looking through clear eyes.”

“You won’t miss much anyway,” the man said with a grin. “All of their scams are variations of the same themes, from their staged events to their pre-planned responses always leading to more loss of freedom.

“Again, let the day-to-day misery go. Work on your own connection to the universe. That is your responsibility and well worth the effort.”

“Maybe so,” I said. “But I don’t think I’m going to survive what’s coming.”

“That would make you one of many,” said the man. “No matter what happens, be of good cheer,” he said. “They cannot take what matters most that you do not willingly give.”

“So far, so good,” I said.

“Yes!” he said with a laugh.

“I must go now,” said the man. “Thanks for the smoke.”

He had found my stash!

“Abraxas,” I called to him as he was walking away. He turned and smiled.

“You remember me now,” he said.

“Yes,” I answered. You came to me when I was a child.

“I will see you one more time before your departure,” he said. “Stay the course no matter what. See what happens.”

Watching him drift away, I remembered when I had first met him. I wasn’t afraid of him then either. He had tried to warn me that my time of innocence and sense of connection would soon come to an end. He cautioned me against getting too caught up in their systems of control. I hadn’t listened.

It was good to know that he would be there at the end. Or would that be the beginning?



Saturday, February 10, 2018

A Defining Moment

I was watching the opening ceremonies of the Olympics yesterday. When North and South Korea came out united, the American vice-president and his wife refused to stand. One needs only to understand the meaning of this one act to know the nature of the monsters we now serve. Pence is the same bootlicker that previously played his role by immediately leaving an NFL game after some players took a knee on the national anthem. What a fucking tool!

I notice the difference between my own kind and the rest of the herd. We serve this system as little as possible as there is no amount of money that can replace our souls. Unfortunately, the masses would rather follow some sick chain-of-command than working together for a common cause.

Why is it not possible to just shut up and defer to intelligence rather than coercing each other to conform? Is some endless line of one peasant ruling over another worth the loss of true freedom for all due to serving the same masters at the top of the pyramid?

The only reason I would ever let this government steal from me through taxation, use the money supply forced upon me by central bankers and follow the myriad of stupid restrictions placed upon my person (laws) is because I don’t want to get kidnapped and thrown in a cage, beaten or even killed for non-compliance. To force these restrictions upon my mind, body and spirit while calling it freedom is preposterous.

But the slaves calling themselves free operate from an entirely different mindset. They believe that they are serving something good.

The only way to do this is to deny reality. And when a country continues to morph into the 4th Reich, the degree of denial is stunning. They are no longer simply denying reality; they are defying it. For those following this path, the evil is filtering into every fiber of their being. This is the only way to continue to serve a lie that is now so completely being exposed.

In this spiritual battle, people are either getting better or they are getting worse. The middle ground of apathy and/or trying to keep our heads down is crumbling beneath our feet. The predators are being perfected in the image of what they serve. And they can no longer hide their face from the rest of us.

Interestingly enough, many of the worst predators are known to call themselves Christians, Jews and Muslims. They have lost themselves in this god of violence where justification for initiation of aggression could be found in any number of different ways.

“There must be 50 ways to leave your conscience…”

Time for you to attack, Jack
Blindly follow our plan, Stan
Just be a good goy-toy
And listen to me

Take the Lolita Express, Jess
Nothing left to confess
Just drop off the key, Lee
Locked doors make you free

And yet, the heart-center still exists in spite of it all. I consider the Korean athletes coming together to be a defining moment for humanity.

Those taking a seat for that moment are the predators of this earth. And your days of hiding behind uniforms, nationality, religion and all the other bullshit illusions put in place to keep us apart are coming to a close.

I’ll take a North Korean who follows his conscience above an American predator any day of the week. That’s my allegiance. I seek my own kind. When you put a predator of any nationality above a person who lives from their heart in another, you have become the devil’s own.

The Korean athletes have shown us the way out. It is the people that must make for themselves a better way. Time for the ruling class to hit the bricks.





Monday, February 5, 2018

Corporate Compassion

I watched the Super Bowl yesterday and the game itself was highly entertaining. But it was the commercials that were illuminating.

I’m not as good about catching the symbology as many others but the Justin Timberlake halftime show didn’t seem to have much this time around. They should have put the lyrics of his songs underneath him as he would’ve made a good bouncing ball over the words he was syncing. I mostly used him for white noise while surfing.

Back to the other advertisements. Looks like we’ve found a new use for robots. They get to laugh at us for being stupid humans. Now we need new words for robot racists and racist robots.

But the essence of these commercials was all about “everyone is equal.” I was waiting for the next rendition of “We are the world” and “I’d like to buy the world a coke” but I suppose having small children of different races, colors and creeds floating around on the clouds is the next “big idea” for the genre. I’m not sure what these cell phone, alcohol, soda pop and car companies that were pushing all this gained in regards to selling their products, but their corporate compassion marketing campaign sure made me feel better.

The problem is that I’m not quite sure why they did this at all. Are they attempting to bring us all together in order to fight the common enemy?

I don’t make predictions too much anymore because I’m almost always wrong, but the set-up we now find ourselves in regarding the Olympics and its location seems like a perfect manufactured storm to me.

One thing we know for sure is that the money masters who control the banks also have their fingers in all the other corporate pies. That means that the baby food and disposable diaper manufacturers are financed by the same people that fund the bomb manufacturers that kill the same children who were previously using their other products. This seems like a self-defeating business plan to me. But what do I know.

It also means that the corporate compassion meme is no accident. Am I still missing something here?

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Perfect Justice

There are many things that I don’t think I will ever understand. I don’t understand why children get cancer and must suffer and die. I don’t understand why innocent people should be bombed and killed for the actions of a few (or none at all). I don’t understand the justice of it.

But it is much different when it comes to my own life. There is a lesson to be learned from my pain.

I don’t see this as punishment or cruelty. How could I ever see where I’ve gone wrong without suffering from my foolish choices?

From my perspective, there is an invisible justice system where a price is exacted for the consequences of our actions. And for me it has always been perfect justice.

I find this not only refreshing, but understanding the truth of it more deeply has often given me the strength to carry on. It is disheartening to see what corruption is getting away with these days. Under the systems of the world, there is little justice to be found.

But I think of all the lost souls and what they must be suffering right now. All of their delusions are crumbling before their eyes. They’re beginning to understand that the guns are now turning in their direction. They had no sympathy for the millions murdered by the same machine minds now confronting them.

Perfect justice.

I’ve seen more death recently and though heartbreaking, there are important lessons to be learned. I continue to see in others a point in which they stop growing. They have their holy books to study and fondle. They have their electronic distractions. They have their friends who blindly believe in the same things they do.

When the hammer finally falls on this mentality, it is not a pretty sight. It’s almost as if karma has grown tired of them having spent a lifetime squandering so much of their life-force by hiding from the light of reality. Time to hit the recycle button.

Perfect justice.

Like many out there today, I try to contribute to getting others to question the belief systems used to capture their minds and hold them at various levels of arrested development. I suppose most reading this realize where all this is leading unless enough people awaken to make a difference.

But if we don’t make it this time around, there will still be a smile on my face as I’m being enveloped by the mushroom cloud.

Perfect justice.

Saturday, January 27, 2018

Paradise of the Predatory Mind

As with most who read this, my journey towards a life of meaning has been a series of missteps, failings and suffering until lessons taught are finally being learned.

With time and effort, advancements can be made amidst the challenges yet to be transcended. In other words, we are given a small glimpse of the way things should be before we have the divine intervention of being able to realize this vision by living in harmony with the earth as well as each other.

At the core of all this is learning to follow the non-aggression principle.

Of course, the essence of the system and all of the institutions that serve it violate this natural law by their very existence.

This is why the system is always trying to justify its attacks upon others. They know that the people inherently realize natural law as it is written in their hearts and minds. This is the reason for false flags as the corresponding part of natural law is the right to defend ourselves against those who would initiate aggression upon us.

It is in this environment we now find ourselves in and yet there are those who still believe that applying the principles of true freedom without any changes to the mind now responsible for destroying it is going to result in anything besides misery.

I will give two examples. The first is open immigration from other countries into America and Europe. In this world we now find ourselves in, one need no more of an example than the Jewish immigration invasion of Palestine to see where it will lead. This is what you get when you apply visions of paradise to a predatory mind. They will use that mind to destroy others as well as themselves. That’s what predators in human form do.

The last two American presidents opened the borders full tilt. Now the current one is using that to create chaos well within those borders. For reasons above, I believe that our borders must be protected at this time and limitations be placed upon continued immigration. Otherwise, we will all go the way of Palestine. But creating an atmosphere of distrust and fear of deportation for many who barely escaped the hangman’s noose of some dictatorship elsewhere is not the answer either.

With that being said, what quality of life do you think we will have when billions of people all move to America and Europe? These areas will result in open-air prisons just like Palestine where the masses are crammed into confined areas so as to become more easily controlled.

The way to legitimately have open borders that result in true freedom is to make other countries better places to live. That means people from more developed countries bringing technology to less developed countries. That means using our resources to help each other rather than build weapons that cause death and displacement. That means taking on a completely different mindset than the one we have now.

The next example is gun control. The mass genocides of millions by their own governments in the last century alone should attest to the folly of creating a peaceful world that is still ruled by the predatory mind.

If the devil was ever given heaven, he would only turn it into another hell. It is our job to turn this hell on earth back into a heaven. It all starts with the melding of heart and mind.

Only then can we continue our journey towards the world we wish to create.











Wednesday, January 17, 2018

The Prince, Part II

The prince had been mistaken in thinking that he would be pursued by the king’s men after exposing his father as a traitor. After six months of being left alone in his travels and attempting to reveal the ways of the treasonous king to those in distant kingdoms, the prince decided to go back to his own kingdom and find out why.

Upon entering the village, the peasants that had once groveled in the dirt before him now turned their backs on him. The prince was granted access to the palace only after the king was told that he had arrived.

He found himself alone in the great hall with the king looking down on him as he would an enemy. But the prince also felt the eyes of something else upon him.

“So, I hear that you’ve been spreading lies about me,” the king said, barely able to contain his rage against his once-favored son.

“I followed you on your last trip before the fire,” said the prince. “I now know that you are both a traitor and a liar."

“How dare you insult me!” screamed the king. “I will have you killed!”

“I doubt it,” said the prince calmly. “It’s my guess that someone else now pulls your strings when it comes to making such decisions. Otherwise, you would have had me killed already."

“Is your master hiding in the background even now?” the prince continued.

From a curtain behind the throne, a man stepped out and walked towards the king. He approached the throne saying loud enough for the prince to hear, “Leave us now.”

The king reacted as if he had been struck, but obeyed this strange man without even a backward glance towards his son as he exited the palace.

The man took his place on the throne and asked the prince to be seated next to him.

“I figured you would come back here sooner or later. Have you had any luck convincing anyone of your ridiculous story?” the man laughed.

“First of all,” said the prince, “Who are you and what do you have on my dad to make him your subordinate?”

The man laughed. “My name is Lucius and I have nothing on him,” he said. "I merely stoked his greed and the rest of him soon followed.”

“I understand,” said the prince. “Your kind have been run out of all the other kingdoms at one time or another due to taking over their money supply and implementing usury to bleed the people dry. Then you stole a kingdom from people who only wanted to live in peace."

The prince saw that the man had a change in his eyes for a moment, but maintained his composure.

“Whatever you may think," Lucius replied, “The aristocracy in my kingdom are the power behind the throne, both in your kingdom as well as my own.”

“And you are from the kingdom of darkness,” said the prince. It was not a question.

The man laughed again. “You should talk with the villagers the next time you see them. They now believe otherwise. They are calling us the kingdom of light."

“Of course, they’ve also been informed regarding your treason against the king,” he continued. "They were told to turn their backs upon you if you were to ever again enter their village. As you have already surmised regarding the king, they would kill you themselves if allowed to do so.”

“You see,” said Lucius, “We know that you will never be believed by the masses as your kind never has been on a scale that has ever made any difference. Your kind have always ended up being killed off by the same mentality that we dupe into worshipping your image 100 years later. Of course, our lineage will recreate your image in a way that best serves our own purposes.”

“But it doesn’t have to be that way for you,” said Lucius. “Give your fealty to me and my kingdom now and you will follow your father to the throne. Your complete domination over the peasants will remain intact and you can use them as your beasts of burden to fulfill all of your desires. As long as those desires do not conflict with our own.”

Looking at this vile creature before him with his beady eyes and a mouth locked in a perpetual sneer, the prince understood why Lucius could never be king himself. It was impossible for his visage to hide its contempt for all of humanity. He had the face that even his own people could not trust.

“Before you reject my offer out of hand” Lucius continued, “Let me tell you what kind of future you will have if you do. As I've stated before and am sure you have already seen for yourself over the past months, no one will believe anything you have to say, even while everything you have been talking about is actually happening."

“They will believe only what we tell them to believe as they have been trained to obey only the aristocracy. From our schools to our religions, they are used to create mindless slaves who obey without question, no matter how much we take from them in the process. We get them to kill each other off in the name of their god who was manufactured by us. That’s what they wish to bow before and that is what they get!”

“Anyway, what do you care about these slaves?” said Lucius. “You will have them back bowing before you before this day is through. All you have to do is give your allegiance to me.”

The prince shook his head sadly. “Those are not my ways anymore. I can’t be part of the bloodshed of war used to enslave them. I also know that ruling others always comes with a price of being ruled myself. Your presence is the only proof of this I need.”

“I will never give fealty to the likes of you,” continued the prince. “You are a betrayer of all humanity, the lowest of creatures who has deluded himself into believing that you are something you are not. But even in your own kingdom, there are those who see you for what you are. They no longer wish to participate in enslaving others through war as the chains are now also being fitted around them."

“Enough!” Lucius shouted. “Be on your way; you are banished from the kingdom. I will have my servant announce it shortly.”

“You must never come back here under penalty of death," Lucius said. "But go anywhere else you wish. We will not pursue you. You are not a threat to us as you will simply be ignored.”

As the prince walked away from the kingdom, the villagers once again turned their backs upon him. He wondered how much of what Lucius had said was true.









Tuesday, January 9, 2018

You Might Be a Slave

You might be a slave if:

You believe that bullies who like to provoke weaker bullies are doing anything good for your life or your future.

You believe that constant wars of aggression have ever resulted in peace and tranquility at home.

You believe that slowly being stripped of all of your assets by corporate criminals is bad while still supporting their henchmen.

You believe that the monetary Ponzi scheme and all that is propped up by it is not reaching its ultimate conclusion.

You believe that you have a chance of altering the overall agenda by voting for one power monger over another.

You believe that the radiation leaking into the Pacific Ocean is no longer a threat to all life on the planet simply because the media no longer reports it.

You believe that you are free because your masters say so.

You believe that you are superior to others because some book or charlatan told you.

You believe that only two buildings fell on 9/11.

You believe that your government has the right to determine the boundaries of your protections from them.

You believe in gun confiscation of the citizens while allowing guns only for soldiers and police.

You believe that young children that are conditioned through education to be confused about their own sexuality leads to strong-minded, independent adults who can think for themselves.

You believe that an imbalanced masculine identity resulting in brutality can only be cured by an imbalanced feminine identity of placating the abuser.

You believe that any of your leaders give a rat’s ass about you or their country of origin.

You believe in celebrity and think that making them our leaders will create a better world.


The truth is that it really doesn’t matter what you believe. You are a slave either way.
But it’s only when you know for yourself that you are a slave that you would ever dare to resist your captors.