I’ve been playing my saxophone more of late. I’m not very good, but I can string together a tune by ear. It reveals enough to me to know that I am being taught by something inside myself—and nowhere else.
Everybody has qualities to teach them this but most don’t pay attention to the lessons given; unless there’s money in it. Most remain at the same level all the way to the bitter end because they allow other lost souls to tell them what to believe, even regarding ourselves.
As I’ve alluded to somewhat already, I come from a dysfunctional family. It’s taken me years of inner work to free myself from its clutches, and still I remain only partly successful in overcoming its influences.
But I also know that my parents had it worse than I did growing up. And what they did foolishly was through unconscious conditioning and not out of malice. That mentality is left to those at a higher level in this game.
As with many of us, I’ve had a “hard row to hoe” (as my grandmother put it after understanding my mentality). Bushwhacking to make our own trail is often fraught with peril. I had an idea of what I was getting myself into a long time ago. I just didn’t understand how difficult it would sometimes be. But I’ve found that the well-traveled path turns into a conveyer belt somewhere down the line, and that’s not for me.
Those who have tasted the whip of violence early in their lives react to this trauma in different ways. But one of those ways is to be drawn to it. Whether wearing a uniform or a mask, they like to inflict (and sometimes receive) pain. In doing so, they repeat the cycle of violence which began at home.
I have no doubt that most who are now wearing a uniform are coming from this vicious cycle of abuse. Why else would they continue to blindly serve the whims of predators threatening their own extinction?
Again, most of this violence is rooted in child abuse, pure and simple. Time for us to grow up and get past our conditioning.
This is not something that will change overnight as we’ve become a nation of predation with the greatest rewards coming to those who most diligently serve this depraved system. And when I say system, I mean all of it, from the genocidal god we were taught to believe to the genocidal president that many still worship as a god. This is no accident and fits into their control system quite well.
Do you not see the tyrant in you? I certainly do in me. But it is alien to my true nature and those who point it out when I become this conditioned response devoid of impulse-control are doing me a great service.
This is how we overcome the predator in ourselves; by assisting others in their awakening we can overcome these same weaknesses. That’s what true love is all about.
But instead of working through our problems in a conscious and civilized manner, the use of force to gain compliance continues to be perpetrated by dysfunctional families across America. Is it any wonder that these parents are now receiving the same treatment from their government? This sick symbiotic relationship feeds upon itself and creates sadistic enforcers of a government that has now become a clear and present danger to what’s left of our liberty.
In order to gain control of the situation, we must first transcend the psycho-spiritual traumas experienced by being a part of our own dysfunctional families. Much of this lies in forgiveness. With few exceptions, our parents didn’t know what they were doing as they were done in by their own unconscious parents.
Here’s a thought. Be thankful that you weren’t corrupted by parents who understood the abuse they were heaping upon you as it was all part of their Satanic “Cremation of care” sacrifice of their child so they would grow up to be as evil and psychopathic as them. George W. Bush comes to mind.
One way to break the spell of our conditioning is to reach a point where we can see the aberrant behavior of our parents reflected in ourselves. The more awakened a mind, the less it will follow anything blindly, including its previous conditioning.
When it comes to truth, you know or you don’t know. And often, you don’t know why you know. You just do. And when enough of us wanting to follow that knowing becomes stronger than the outside influences, we will be on our way to no longer following anyone or anything on the outside that runs counter to this inner knowing.
Time to drop our dysfunctional family of those who want power over us and start a new and better one that makes a conscious choice to live in harmony.